Whenever I find myself with waterfalls of tears, hot cheeks, and uneven breathing-I only want to feel like a person again, to take me out of the emotional paradox. I need something to remind me that I am here. I need something to prevent me from not being here.
I have been tired of my own shit for so long, I don’t even know who I am anymore.
I think I lost myself screaming at the bottom of the staircase.